As I was pulling my pillow over my head, trying to go to sleep last night, i wasnt sure if I was sulking in the pillow, trying to drowned out the negative noise or trying to smother myself... I tried to look for the positive, it was tough, but somehow I drifted away, hoping to find some hope, but instead I was smacked in the face with I guess what I was looking for, but not exactly how I was hoping to find it.... I had an awkward vision as I slept, thoughts rumbling around in my unsatisfied mind. I saw us down by a gigantic score of 48-3, against the Jets, I am guessing next year or the following as it wasnt really clear... Unfortunately who was at the helm of the Jets, none other then Chad Henne, who was he throwing to for 3 TD's, none other then Brandon Marshall in the despised gang green... And oddly who was coaching them on defense, Mike Nolan, and we only had 3 points.... I couldnt tell who are Qb was, but i do remember the whole joke on us, how Henne was showing the Dolphins up for releasing him, and Nolan... It was odd.... I woke up today and wasnt sure what I was suppose to take from such an odd dream... Then I thought about it, most say we need to get rid of Marshall, then Chad Henne's contract is up after this year, and most people believe we will draft his replacement and let him go. Most people believe Sparano is gone, and so will Nolan follow... Odd plasubile feasability strung throughout this weird dream as I studied my unconscious thought in retrospect... It made me think, maybe i just feel the Dolphins have seemed to fail with numerous Qb,regimes, coaches, players, etc, and it feel like no matter what we do, we seemed to be stuck losing, we have dismatled every piece of this organization 3 times over and the losing stayed... THere is something more to it.... THe dream i guess was telling me that it is more then the players and coaches, and that should not be overlooked... Oddly enough Tony Sparano was nowhere insight in the dream, I am not sure but I dont think that is a good sign for Tony... I even felt like maybe I was thinking last night how it could get worse before i slept, and maybe that was how it could get worse and my unconscious wanted to smack me in the face with that reality... who knows,,,
ANyways, our feeling, our pain as fans, "is what it is", no sense in dwelling on it and focusing on it, that doesnt help anything...All I can say my fellow dolphins fans, I feel your pain, but dont give our opponents or fans of opponents like stinking Jets fans the pleasure or joy of seeing us infight or diss our organization. SHow some dignity, dont let em see you sweat nor give them the gratitude of seeing you sweat.... Believe in your team and organziation, and good things will happen. It is not easy but I am proud to be a Dolphins fan, no matter the score. That's how I role, and you know what you gather more strength from it then bashing....Attacking the team you supports, only give people like Jets fans great pleasure, and I dont know about you, but we gave them enough pleasure last night, I am not giving them anymore, sorry... Cheers